That will all change this next week when I begin a series of classes at one of our local technical schools. Long overdue but never too late. At fifty-nine years of age, I have decided to embrace rather than reject our technological age. I have been computer literate for quite some time. However, if you compared it to how we grade out our youngster's reading levels, I would probably only grade out as computing on a third-grade level. My knowledge has been specific to the work I do rather than in more general terms where it may be applied to any number of fields.
It's only a continuing education program that I have enrolled in. A big step for me though. I am somewhat anxious about it all. My son has repeatedly told me that I will not be the oldest in the class nor the only one looking to grow their understanding of the technological age. His reassurance helps but there's still part of me filled with anxiety. I really can't remember starting elementary school. I truly have no recollections of those early years and the fears that I must have felt in starting school. I do remember the anxiety of starting high school and even more when I went away to college.Obviously, I survived those opportunities as I surely will this one. There is a difference though. This time, I am doing it because I want to. Not because I have to or because it is the expectation. I'm going back to further my education and develop a better understanding of today's possibilities and realities. It's exciting and my anxiety is different as I put these words to it. By embracing this new knowledge, I am taking a step forward with my life and choosing not to allow life to move on without me. That's a big deal.
I have many friends who like me choose to opt out of learning these new technologies. They too only learn what is absolutely necessary to perform their jobs. No more for me. I have made the choice to understand what will make me competitive in the years ahead. Approaching 60 years of age, I don't want to give away my maturity and experience in the workplace because of my inexperience and lack of knowledge of how to perform fairly commonplace functions on the computer. Over the course of the next year, I will be taking one class after another building my skills, knowledge and understanding of what will make me competitive in the workplace. I suspect like many of the skills and learning I have experienced in the past, some of the information and education I will learn will go unused. However, it's the whole piece that makes it valuable. Looking back on my college education, it was the whole experience that prepared me for life and the workplace.
I'm excited and ready to learn. It feels good to take my own advice for a change. I'm going back to school. How cool is that. Hope to see you there.